its funny when you find hat youve been lookin for, for a very long time and when it slips away unnoticed it means it was never ment to be.. never touched but yet harmed and bleeding. people say that when your heart is broken and shattered like a mirror accross the floor, that means your heart will never be the same even if its built back in the same shape. mocked, bullied, hated. pain doesnt hurt if its all ive ever felt. one sock goes on one foot and the other goes on the other. jsut like how hours go by so fast becuz you dont wanna be there, i jsut sit in my seet waiting for the bell to ring... for some time now i havent talked to many people .. every one is suddenly evoiding me bymyself... alone ...
Alone, Abanded, left. ive always wondered if i could if iwanted to.. make people smile and laugh at my jokes and silly tricks.. but some how avoided.. hm what to do with my self.. lsot in the darkness of shadows.. heh stupid me.. broken accorss the floor is the resemblance i have.. im justa shattered mirror.. to bad i cant talk to anyone.. in a black anti-social bubble.. if only i was alone with that special someone one..
unloved, mis-understood, broken. when i look in the mirror and look at myself, i wonder why im not loved or even given a love note.. i dont see any flaws.... unless im just to depressing that they are scared of me...? thats the only reason i think my friends say im so lovable, huggable and cute... but i havent talked to them fro a while is their appinion changed?? i guess so.
hmm.. what to do with my shattered mirror...